strangers, again

stage1: meeting

stage2: the chase

stage3: honeymoon

stage4: comfortable

stage5: tolerance

stage6: downhill

stage7: breaking up

stages in a relationship..

it is so true..

at least, in my case...

from meeting...chasing... honeymoon... comfortable... tolerance.....to the downhill..... until the end, breaking up....

what to say?just like I m the one in the video? i m watching us in the video?

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can say it was about three years i be with you

from doing homework together when we were in secondary school..it was when our love sparkling..chit-chating while revising in ur house...hang out together every evening..longai and starting our non-stop chatting....i love the moment we chat. i was totally enjoyed in it.

did the last minute preparation for the exam.. it was what a crazy fun and excited moment..i miss that period.

first time working experience in my life, it was together with you.. from searching jobs,interview, being approved and started working in same company.

the christmas present u gifted to me, that was what a sweet moment.

we took the results together, we got the same result, a totally same grade results, and only we two. we started planning for future, for tertiary studies, and we stepped into the same coarse in same college...

the life in the college began. we lived together. the stage of comfortable began.

the new life was stressful together with the city environments. the stress in studies n living, the environmental factors, time management, slowly invading me, driving my emotion turn worse and uncontrollable. it was the beginning of tolerance. i cant imagine how i was like at that time. it was sure terrible and unbearable. ya, i was really worse.

the first time i received your hand-made birthday present. the first time i received ur valentine' gift. and, there are still with me now.

downhill. the worst ever part... and finally breaking up.. just like what in the video..

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i still remember the moment when you asked me "do you still love me?".

this few words still echoing in my ears until now...

i will give u a definitely YES if there is time machine can send me back to that moment.

ya. with no doubt, a loud loud yes. is it the ending will change?

things could be other way around, if i cope with other method.

as in the video, i feel thankful to have u in my life although the time we been together is not that long.

but, it is this time, this experience, this love, which make me grow and turn mature day after day.

it is this period, which make me realize what is love about and, how i was, where i need to improve

it is this love,

which make me know who i love deeply in my heart..

love needs no reason.

I have ChangeD.

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i m a bit stubborn? may be a much?perhaps it is what capricorn mostly be.

the reason is clear. that is my life principle. you know it. no way.

before we love each other, before we met, before we came to same social circle,before we knew each other,

we were strangers.

and now we turn back to the most previous us-- strangers

strangers, again...

but i hope that, if some day, if .... we were turn back to friend, confidant, or even........

it may just only be when i'm dreaming...

end up with a song--"lucky"

I'm lucky that i'm in love with my best friend....