重复地重复

第一学期对自己说:
"在南大以致少二等荣誉毕业，
这是我对我自己的承诺。 
第一个学期就当作试金石。 
下个学期， 我会再回来"

第二学期我说过：
“原以为已调试了这学期的心态，怎知死性不改，反而更堕落。 持续的翘课，已让我无法追赶上进度。而因无法跟上进度，反而更严重地翘课，因为觉得就算上了课，也听不明，何必？ 大考离今日只有区区一个月的时间，我要如何追上已翘了两个月的课业及之后一个月的所教的？
I can do the best, but I never. 
I can try the best, but I never. 
I act like a rubbish, give up like a rubbish, like a shit“

在南大已第三学期了
开始时拥有的冲劲，像以往般，消失匿迹
我还是一样的
重复地重复，那重复的重复
唯一不同的，
我的”重复“，更上一层楼了。

What if one day...

I wonder what happen to my mind

keep on thinking, imaging

imaging the scenery of our future

There is a sudden thought today

what if one day.....

There are many stories happen around us

Every love story

goes and ends in different ways.

Temptation getting more and more

especially when reality plays its roles

as we grow older

what happens next?

no one can tell the answer

And thus the mind,

comes out with lots of 

What If...

I found my Personal legend 

The reason of me to continue my breath

The reason of me to continue my heartbeat

The destiny of my heart 

That ls You

The one and only

What if one day, you leave me
What if one day, you were not at my side
What if one day...