多数因为成绩，活动，也曾上星洲社会万象。
但没有一次像这次一样，竟然一次过上了三份报章！
多么“光彩”！
哈哈，真的弄得我哭笑不得阿！
星洲日报！
中国报！
光明日报！
Saturday, 30 July 2011
部落格
部落格，对你，有什么意义？
《平凡的我》，是在2008年11月开始的。
但我第一篇网志其实是在当年的4月
为了一个女生而开，想做为她12月的生日礼物
而第一篇日志，是在07年的11月开始
当时因繁重的职务压力太大，需找个地方宣泄及督促自己
还记得黄子华栋笃笑内的一句经典
“以前只有伟人能写自传。但现在，只要你有部落格，你会上网，你就能写自传。”==
我在写着自传？哈哈
但说真的，当我迷失时，我看回我的文章，我找回了自己。
那个平凡却又不甘平凡，认为天下无难事，只怕有心人的自己
那个充满冲劲，乐天，努力的自己。
20年来的生命，平凡的我，参杂了少许的不平凡
尤其是近几年，看似大灾大难地走来
06年，话说我差点就进了鬼门关
但这些，却历练了更不一样的我，也使到我的生命更有色彩
感激这些年来生命中的过客，的确让我成长了不少。
当我看回我这几年的文章事故，我真真切切地感觉到两个字：
“成长”。
Thursday, 28 July 2011
the incident
it is time to update my blog.
many people is curious about what had happened on me last few days, seem there was a serious incident i experienced.
yup, i was robbed and beaten by 2 chinese from a group of 4 people at toilet of the kota kemuning toll. Half of my face was covered by blood. And it was the first time i bled so much (perhaps i bled much more during last operation when my chest was being opened a hole to treat the pneumothorax.)
instead of saying i m the victim for this incident, i think shixue is more suitable to be described as victim.
at the time which the incident happened, she was still in the toilet. Can u imagine how is the feeling when a girl in toilet suddenly listen a loud yell and groan of her friend? she knew smth happened outside to her friend, but she didnt know what was that, and she cant help at all. At the first sight when she opened her door, what in front her was her friend with bleeding face. How terrible and scary it was? yup, she cried for hours i think, ha.
I was the one with the half face covered with blood. Let's tell you how the story is.
In simplification, we went to the toilet at the kota kemuning toll(in kesas highway). There was another car with 4 chinese came. As usual, after i done, i waited her outside the toilet. The 4guys seemed to leave the toilet with all of them get into the car and drove off. But suddenly they stopped at the opposite lane and 3 guys came out. They were pretending and approaching me. They were all chinese, i didnt worry and alert with their weird action at all. I thought they might be coming for asking way to go a place? or searching for something?
then out of sudden, 2 of them pushed me down without saying a word and start beating at me.(to be more accurate, they only beat at my face) it was only a couple seconds. after i fall down they took my phone and ran away.
that area is under the monitor of cctv. i just hope the cctv was working and the cops can arrest the criminal with the help of it.
special thanks to janice and zachary for their help to fetch me to police station and hospital. and too, fetch me home on the next day. appreciate it.
In this incident, we were considered lucky. As only one phone was snatched and i was only mildly hurt.
But, The most important thing is , she is safe!
Wednesday, 20 July 2011
四姑的离去
10年前，她还是位非常健康，正常的人。
还记得小时候的记忆，最疼我们的，莫过于她。
去到店里，定会买糖果给我们吃。要什么，有什么。我们生病时，更是无微不至的照顾。
她一路走来，并不容易，因为她那不负责任的丈夫。
但，一个女人，却能含辛茹苦地把两个孩子带大，成人。
他的大仔，更是何等的卓越。
她依顺孩子，满足孩子的各种需求。36孝的母亲。
母爱是何等的伟大。
和蔼，那是形容她最贴切的形容词。
从有记忆以来，我不曾看过她发脾气。
她永远用着爱的教育，来教导下一代。
面对不负责任的丈夫，她无法突破心中的那一关。
心中的精神支柱破灭，信任瓦解
她是个弱小的女人
经不住这种考验。生活上的压力，尤其是精神上的打击。
她，最终崩溃了
那日日的夜里，可能她都在寻找着答案，问着为什么
也可能是每时每刻
成日解不开的结，开始扰乱着思绪。
日久，成病。
病魔的折磨了她有近十年。
我很清楚的记着在她身上每个变化
她的身子，也很清楚的露出被病魔折磨的痕迹。
从无法入眠，到手脚开始无力，走路开始颤抖，
最终无法正常地进行着正常人的生活，作息
进食变得更少，
少活动后的肌肉开始慢慢的萎缩
她原是个正常的妇女，当却经病魔的痛虐，一下老了十年
身子渐瘦，到最终无法走路，卧病在床
她的病情，没有好转的迹象过
由于需要特别的照料，她进了养老院。
可能在那的时光，她还在找着答案，问着为什么。
直到在世的最后一秒。
丈夫的背叛，让她得了忧郁症。
那是何等的可怕，折磨着一个健康的人，到人生尽头。
爸爸下午还到医院去看她。
刚接到电话，她已离开人世。
离去
对她，是否是种解脱？
在某个程度上，或许吧。
四姑，想对你说，你将永远活在我们心中！
愿你安息。
一路，走好！
Sunday, 17 July 2011
to do list
two weeks to go:
to do list:
terrengganu trip?in consideration
student pass on 17th
study loan on 24th
keep my stuff which going to new place with me
outing of us
year end camp
pgy new member nomination letter
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