to learn, to share, to help

To me, a successful person, is not a person who only himself own exceptional achievement, but is how his ability to help people around him to be as capable as him. To me, success is not about how much money you can earn, how high your achievement is, but is about how you can being respected by others in the field you explore in.

I told myself, I must always prepare to learn, to share, to help.

Learn from people around you, learn from their excellency and enhance my own weakness, to make me improve from day to day. I desire to the knowledge. I love to join camps, so that I can meet lot of people from different place, learn about their leadership, learn about their experiences in conducting activities. I love to discuss homework with friends, so that I can learn from every mistake I made.

I love to share. Share whatever I know to people around me, including my experiences, knowledge either in studies or extra curriculum. As I sharing, I am gaining knowledge in the meantime. Sharing become an important part as I be the leader of the team.

I love to help. Help whenever I can to people who need for my help. To give advices on organizing activities, to share my understanding on a chapter, to help friends who meet problem in their studies. I used to help my friend in their studies, especially Mathematics and physics which I master them well. I try my best to lead them to the answer, while understanding about the chapters.

As a leader, as a friend, as a senior, as a student, these values always steer me, and make me improve every time. I get great satisfaction while I learning, sharing and helping while heading success.

wow!exactly 300 words! this is what i submitted to the ntu scholarship application. they need me to submit an essay about what values i strongly hold in life and how i demonstrate them in life in 300 words. is this what they want? i dont know what else i can write. and it is all truely about myself, the values i hold, in the daily life. i know it is hard to get an oversea scholarship. but i still strongly hope it can come to me, bcos i really need those financial support if i being offered a seat there.

future is still an unknown, what will be I in few years after?

the same phrase cross my mind: "do yOur beSt and let the ResT to GoD"

bless me =)

鹦鹉 12/15~1/14出生

鹦鹉 12/15~1/14出生

自由奔放的乐天派，但因为容易固执的结果，反而导致一些机会与你擦身而过。虽然拥有天份与才气，却过于沉溺在自我傲气中；个性反复无常、兴趣多，也很
懂得玩乐，也会有外人意想不到的认真态度！因此要修正一下自己的毛或优柔寡断的个性，才会好相处。

这就是我！准确准确！

核电

地震，海啸，震伤日本核发电厂，冷且系统失灵，使到几个机组一直无法控制，发生爆炸，核辐射泄露，日本上演大逃亡，人心惶惶。

核电力使用已久，但如核意外发生至今还没有有效的方法能够制止。日本此次意外，就为很好的借镜。

我国正计划开发核电力。这不是小孩子玩masak；关及到生命，环境。要建设前须设想总总可能发生的意外，即应对措施。总不能像某些负责人那样草草的回答“马来西亚没有地震，不需担心。”

日本这样的高科技国，都难以应对，更何况是我国。

人民怀疑政府的能力是能理解的。毕竟在多方面，政府的管理都不够透明化。象是皇委需揪出赵明福审查过程的弊端、近年发生的豆腐渣工程：国会大厦漏水，3亿体育场不到一年倒塌。。。

核电厂的利与弊，无可否认。但如计划建设核电须有一番的深思。假设意外发生了，当局会采取什么措施应对？可否有专业的团体来监督与操作。不能忽视每个细节，尤其是意外的发生。不够透明的管理，不够对核知识的输送，管理员的办事态度，定会让人们担心核能建设。政府人员的办事态度，我们都心知肚明。

人们也会担心，如果有一天灾难来袭，当局以一贯的方式：“不用担心，实情没那么严重。”。为避免人心恐慌，掩盖实情。

如电影“2012”，“the day after tomorrow”中，领导人的处理方式。把发现到的灾难列为“高度机密”，到不可收拾时才“公布”。不知情的人民，在没做好“迎接”的准备，死时都不止发生什么事。人命被剥夺。

科学带来成就与灾难，科学家扮演者重要的角色，但领导人与人民的角色也不容忽视。

核辐射的后果骇人。如没完善计划报告，没专业的团体，没适当灾难应对措施，何谈核电建设？

For TARC

i received a call from spus office and was asked to comment on TARC.

what comment i should give? i'm just written out my thought. here is it.

"I'm studying STPM in TARC.” All of my friends who asking me will show the same expression, “is it?TARC got stpm course?” They will wonder too, whether Stpm there being recognized?

Yes, it is,just as the STPM course taken in government secondary school.

Scholarship offered, study environment and good lecturers provided, lead me to TARC. Positive competitive environment here is also one of the crucial key to boost me always on track.

Most of the government STPM students' schedule: going to school everyday till noon, join as many extra tuitions after school. But studying at TARC, no extra tuition is needed as it is just wasting time and the lecturers in TARC are good enough!

Although it is slightly more to achieve my target result, but if i didn’t study at TARC, I won't get even this result. Thanks the dedicated lecturers here, I appreciate."

英文的冲击

今天到了新加坡NUS AND NTU OPEN DAY
新加坡，一个以英语为媒介与为主的国家
其英语程度是好到～

在新大求学的学生，各个英文流利
英语较差的我，又再一次，受到英语的冲击
想在新加坡求学的我，英文水平那么差，是否有这能力与资格？

真需要恶补了

精英倍聚的新加坡，压力可想而知
除了经费问题，充满竞争压力的环境也需考量
我是否能承受得了那压力

一位学长告诉我

Uni is a place for u to fail
dont worry=)
because next stage after uni
is work and market
u cant fail and make mistakes anymore
so in Uni
is a testing ground
for u to fail as much as u can
learn from it as much as u can
so u dont fail in the real work market
NUS is providing a positive failing ground for u

没有竞争，怎来的进步？
没有挫败，怎来的成功？

其实前途茫茫，选科系也是乱选
但还真希望我能被新录取
试试新环境
让自己能够有多一次机会去尝试，去改变，去提升

三月九日

三月九日

不是一个日子

一首歌，自《一公升的眼泪》

今日三月九日

细细听着这歌

出现在脑海的，不是《一公升》的画面

细细回味另一个

一公升。。

没人分享的喜悦

曾看过则寓言故事
类似

有位爱射箭的人向上帝要求一个愿望
他希望他能百发百中，希望上帝能给他这本事

上帝答应了，但给了个条件
:他不能告诉别人也不能让别人知道他有这本事，不然那本事就会消失

那人答应。上帝果真赐了他那本事。
他很开心，真的百发百中，成了神射手。
次次有股冲动想与别人分享，却想起上帝的条件。
成就没人分享，其实他一点也不开心


没人分享的喜悦，其实也只是场空

临晨驾驶
又缔造了另一个记录
临晨一时多从kl开车
半路小睡了一小时多
早上六时终于到达巴罗。
哈

喜欢深夜的幽静
喜欢驾着车到处走
累时，车泊下，熄灯，躺下椅
休息够了，在继续走

喜欢自由的感觉
想做什么就做什么

游玩
就要玩得尽兴

必备三样物品
金钱，相机，汽车
想到哪里，就去哪里！

妳，还好吗？

看着你的部落
听着你喜欢听的歌
想起了你

一丝的感触
泪

你
还好吗？

无时无刻
你已在我心底扎了根

你的想法
你的声音
你的习惯
你的风格
。。。。。

三年来
你已进入了我的生活
难以忘怀
可能我已馅得太深

请容许我
回味着我们曾经的回忆

何时还能像当时一样
一起在海边
趁着风
聊天
漫步

你，好吗？